broken hearted

BECAUSE OF YOU
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you


"   :)
aisyah .maaf kan aq . aq bukan xna hubungan kite macam dulu .
aq da rase aq da xboleh rapat dengan ko .
aq da xboleh bersayang dengan ko .aq penah kata kan.
kalau kite break memang susah aq brsyg dgn kau.
kalau dulu aq suka cakap aku syg ko .
tapi sekarang .uwm maafkn aq klo ko rase tk secomel dulu .
ko wanita yg cantik dan comel caa .pecaye la
sorry kalau ko rase aq da xde kt sisi kau
kalau tengah snagat memerlukan .
maaf kan aq ca .tu semua sebab aq bkan teman istimewa ko kau.
aq sayang ko .tapi xtahu nak camne nak luahkan .
aq dah xboleh selalu text ko jugak .tapi pecaye laa
aq selalu ade untuk ko caa .sebab aq kan kawan kau :)     "


*terima kasih untuk semua penipuan di atas .
  aq percaya suatu hari nanti ALLAH akan tutop pintu hati aku
  untuk bercinta melainkan hadir seorang lelaki yg bergelar suami
  aminn :)


* I am stupid .sebab aku yg mintak semua ni happen 
  mintak maaf kalau aku bodoh okey ? 
  I got no answer .and no word to say .


p/s : can i trust a man ? I'm trying harder to believe someone called man  
        I act like I dont care , but inside it HURTS ,
        sorry for all imran :')

22 October 2011

        satu pertanyaan .
        adakah ini kali terakhir aku jumpa dan bergambar dengan kau ?
        Hazrul Imran b. Ali Aziz ?